Peppiness

My kinda sacred peace.

It’s all about the mind.

Loneliness is different, solitude is different, my definition of loneliness is very different. The silence of the area is solitude. And being lonely even when in the family is lonely. Then you go in solitude, crying out loud. The ground needs tears. It will be light if you miss the soil. Climb up, reach the sky. Somehow, after crossing over, Saint Tukaram might have written ‘As your hope.’

-grandsarthak

Intoxication of Togetherness

There were some moments lazy,confused in the air.. Sometimes a little fearing smiling, not knowing, where to go..

Listen to the sweet talks of the skies,

Listen to the sweet talks of unspoken moments move(we) while falling stumbling and getting up but this morale doesn’t go down

Let’s the fly kites of let’s fly…

O life we have the intoxication of togetherness.. this togetherness of friends

O life don’t give us the medicine of soberness ..just pray for us pray for us

As we follow the dreams there is patrol of memories on the way burning this black night we’ll get a bright morning.

@grandsarthak

Prig cum Agony

There’s something I’ve been wanting to talk to you. I know this is difficult conversation bt but I care about you very much and I know that you care about me. And that’s why it’s important that we set these boundaries moving forward so we can build an environment where we all feel comfortable trusted and opened to share our feelings. God the truth is for so long I’d forgotten what those even were. I’ve been stuck in one place in a cave you might say. A deep dark cave. And then I left some egos out in the woods and you came into my life and for the first time in a long time I started to feel things again I started to feel happy. But lately I guess I’ve been feeling distant from you . Like you’re pulling away from me or something. I miss conversations every day,chatting together before we doze off. But I know you’re getting older. Growing changing and I guess if I’m being really honest,that’s what scares me. I don’t want things to change. So I think maybe that’s why I came in here,to try to maybe stop that change. To turn back the clock to make things go back to how they were. But I know that’s naive. It’s just not how life works. Let’s moving. Always moving whether you like it or not. And yeah sometimes it’s painful. Sometimes it’s sad. And Sometimes it’s surprising. Happy. So you know what keep growing up person. Don’t let me stop you. Make mistakes learn from em, and when life hurts you because it will. And remember the hurt is good. It means you’re out of that cave. But please if you don’t mind,for the sake of your poor wellwisher keep the door open three inches.@grandsarthak

Are u Hermit guy?(Does it sounds good?)

A number of people choose to live in solitude ,an other amount of people have to live in solitude and a lot of people want to find solitude in the colleration with others.

I don’t know which cases I am really in,I just know that I have been live in my own solitude for quite a long time that I don’t remember exactly where is the beginning or where it should be the end of this journey.

Sometimes it’s good,sometimes it’s not very good ,sometimes it feels great ,sometimes it feels not really great. But I enjoy every moment of my single life.

I thought I could handle each and every issue in my life with the help of no one. Because I have no one beside but me.Because I thought every one was already taken, already busy with their own lives. I thought they would not help me if I asked or I would bother their lives. I could make the whole surrounded people happy with my joys but I could never share my sadness and keep it on my own. So I got problems with asking for help.

Or I thought I could do every thing on my own and this would be the best choice. I exercise alone, I study alone, I eat alone, I go to movie theater alone, I travel alone, I go shopping alone, I coffee alone. I thought I could be happy all the time being alone but deep down I feel lonely every now and then.

But I think I could create happiness in my own little world.I can plan my whole day without the present of another person and enjoy it so much on my own. I feel so grateful to have time lying lazily on my bed reading To Our Youth That Is Fading Away.I can spend a whole weekend on my own, feeling awesome to listen new,old music bands or finishing a new book.

And I learn to how to be strong and stronger. Cause I know that I’m the only person could dedicate time to take care of myself and am also the person I should take care well among all.I can learn to ask for help later but I should be able to deal with my problems,my insecurities, my depression, and my life first.

Being in solitude is not good or not as bad as it should be. But it is a cannot missing part of me and a cannot missing ingredient to create the person I am today.

-grandsarthak

भाग 2

स्वर चांदण्यात उभा एकिला कधीचा आव्हान मज त्या काळोख्या रजनीचे ..

सोडुनी दिनकर तिजलापणही रडगाणे एकांताचे.

survive

Part ONE |भाग एक

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अथांग सागरात नाव तुझी तरवून ने ,

राहशील एकटा माघारी सागरास तू वदवून घे ||

#grandsarthak

Presence

Sometimes I feel my words are

a blazing flame melting the chalice

of your gold heart.

There is comfort in the quiet when

we cross the continents.

We feel but never touch and let the moon

devour us, set the night afire, too holy for the light.

In your presence I am profanity in the sacred sky,

a blasphemy of flaws too small to alter fate.

While I was thinking of you a fledgling

fell to earth, saved by the wind on her

passage to life.